The people in our lives. Some we love, others we envy, few we hate, all stumbling to gain ahead of one another in this human rat race. Why? One of the first things they teach you in psychology is that the people around us make us who we are. We are a part of our friends, part of our enemies, part of our teachers. It makes sense to learn how to be from others, but where do we learn to hate? Why the hell is there so much hate in the world? Most parents are fully loving, where do we learn to hate? And for what reason? Its one thing to not take to someone, but some people are just damn vile. They spite others, hate them, try to make them miserable...? I was once told that everyone hates people just like people have taste. That its bullshit not to be racist, to not hate anyone is the same as saying they have no taste. Perhaps Im strange in the fact that I can love. For the majority of our lives we were taught to love, yet so few of us do it. Everyone has their own thing going on. I accept them for them. Sounds terribly hard to do, right?! (sarcasm). Perhaps thats the problem, people dont like joe bob, cause they arent john smith. Why is that a problem? After all, psychology teaches us that we learn from others, why cant john smith learn to be a little like Joe Bob. Would it be a bad thing? John smith will still be whoever John smith wants to be, but know a little more. We are a dependant breed. We need others to survive.

Why Im writing this? Idk, im miserable from the hate. Im living in a house with ex convicts, all who hate eachother. I come into it and am happy, likeable, and have a good time with each one of these men. Ive got nothing against any of them, yet the thing that makes me miserable living here is the hate that spews from them to eachother. When any of them are alone with me, the ONLY thing they will talk about is how awful the other person is...that alone eats at me. I hate that part of humanity and can never understand it. I personally think a roommate is one of the closets bonds you can have out there. Youre friends dont see you at home, they dont see what you do to sleep, you dont eat with them every day. A roommate does. You live with them. thats a huge thing. atleast to me.